Why
should I/you/we not give up?!
Giving
up is so easy, actually, way too easy to do so. Falling into a tram of
giving up and never starting again. Never going for anything with
your whole being, with all the energy that you could gather. One
mistake and the next comes quitting, totally giving up on a chance of
doing this ever again! That is it, no more trying, no more going on.
The
feeling as if no one understands you, nobody could ever feel it the
same way you do feel it. No body can really experience the pain, the
emotions, the sorrow, the feelings attached to this, so vividly, so
strongly, so like you. We should give up, and so thus we gave up.
That is the limit and beyond there is no reason for you to go there.
There is no choice, not carrying on with it, at all. Feeling of lost,
feeling of disconnection, feeling of devastation, feeling of being
out of this world. The crying is so hard, that you cannot possibly
collect yourself.
And
this person is still on your mind. The lover, the soul-mate in many
ways, the inspiration that has always worked for you. The muse that
can ignite anything that you have inside and even more than that, you
have had no idea what you consist of! And we are just scratching the
surface. To collect that all and make it complete!
Your
mind is going dizzy, you have been forgetting things, way too often.
Is there any help at hand? Is there any way to get out of this!?
I
am feeling so weak, so out of sorts, so out of sync. You are missed
just for who you are. For all that we have been through, for all the
words that people can say to me and none of it will partly be about
what I have felt when with you in person, the connection that we have
shared, the meal that we have enjoyed, the drinks that we have had!
We
all need certain stuff to survive. There is no other way around this.
Accumulate this and all may as well fall into place. Generally, this
being the truth, we are so close to make it a reality. By the same
token, we could also do similar things in order to make it
acceptable to us, to live the way we want and desire. To enjoy every
and each aspect of life – mind, soul, body, heart!
I
am tired of this happening again. We have a choice and it is up to us
how we are going to handle this. Throw it out the window or keep it
safe and warm close to our heart?!
No
sorrys, no apologies, no regrets, no hurt, no pain, no hate, no
being lost, no crying any more. This must stop, for you and me and
for us and for everybody and anyone around!
There
is no better time to do so than NOW!!
I
want more, not just be aware, but to feel, to be, to love and to be
loved.
For
each one of you out there....
Thank
you for your time and reading it this :-)
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