the energy you give out and you get back.

the energy you give out and get back.

The energy.

The substance we are all surrounded by. Every living thing. At every moment.

At every occasion. We are built of energy. Every touch we send out, every thought that is directed to and for someone else. Either, this thought is full of love and appreciation, or the energy is inside of out trying to get out with its full power.

Make sure that the energy you give out is full of love, appreciation, kindness and authenticity. Karma is at play at every moment, to your advantage, from the energy you give out to others. We have no idea what others are going through. We have no idea what they have been through over this current day.

The thoughts about and for him are send with all the love and appreciation that I could muster. And why? Because the connection is very strong, we have so much in common, we have been through a lot and there is no way back, just to look back at all that was giving us shivers down the spine. The little sweet moments, the messages, all those little maybe seemingly not important things who at the very least turned into the most profound feelings and emotions ever created by 1 person, and 2 people!

Can you see this? Every single email directed to you? With good intentions? I do not believe you want to cause any harm to anybody. Maybe, we have lost a track there, for a while, yet this is why it makes it so worthwhile. We have gained much understanding about each other. We have learnt what the other like and possibly do not like. We have started appreciating one another more and what could be more loving, more beautiful, more passionate, more enjoyable, more curious, more interesting than that??

Please, do know I have always liked you, a lot, and you know very well what that means. You have said that, too, many times, and I know it was real. You were real. We were real.

I am only here to make things better for you, to shake it up, possibly, here and there. To make sure you know I mean well for you and always have! You are not alone, please, talk to me, share with me, give me your love, again, and all over again!

Where have you been? What have you been up to? How is everything with you and our favourite band?? You are missed and your are needed, for the best of reasons!!

Thank you!!

when Questions get Answered

when Questions get Answered

1 question

2 questions

3 and more questions.

I love asking questions. To me it is the way to get to know someone closer or to get to know the information I am seeking for. To learn about things around me. Rather than speaking and talking all the time, just to take a moment or two or a real and deep listening to somebody or to something. We always learn more by listening than chatting, speaking about things and stuff that we already know about just to pass on the information to some other person/people.

Everyone has a question or a million of questions. You, me, he, she, they, a child. Children at school should be taught how to ask the right questions. If you do not like or you are not happy with the answer, well, try and ask a better question! Works like a charm! Every time.

I have many questions on my mind, yet, at the same time, there should be a space left that would leave me wondering. Wondering about the things that happened in the past and could teach me a lesson or two, wondering mostly about what is going on and happening right now, at this very moment, and, also, what the future has in store for me and the people I care about!

To take time and just see where this is going to take me, you, us. Should we dig deep or just let it be and be curious about what is coming next, right after, and live more or less for this very moment, right now – enjoying this very time that cannot be replaced by anything, by anyone! Should be preferably just go with the flow, slowly, floating, finding our way along the way, as the river does?!

To read one's mind. What is going on there? What is he feeling? What is he thinking about? What are his plans? What are his fears? What are his questions? To ask and get the answers. And vice versa.

We may be at the point, as in any other in the past, when we do need to realize that not everything should be totally and absolutely clear for us! The unique feeling of not knowing and of exploring the world that has been properly hidden before us, some time ago – long or short!

Perhaps we should as well embrace the unknown!!

And I may be never get this question answered, after all, and I guess that is okay, too!

Thank you for your time reading this!

Drink it up!!

Drink it up!!

drink it up!

Drink it up!

Drink It up! Get him to buy you more. And eat well!

Anything that comes to us, that we find on the table, all that we have on our plate. Good, bad, the best and the better, the worst. Anything and everything.

Enjoy it and drink it up.

How could we go if not by all our hearts?

Doing things only half way through will catch up with us, sooner or later. Every day is something that can surprise us in a way that we do like but also in ways that we do not like and welcome. Shutting down before this is not a solution. Talking over with someone you trust could help in many ways. Taking time to think, to reconsider, to check, to see if there are other ways to go about this.

If we want things to work, we have to be committed. I have to be committed enough, you have to be committed enough and together we can solve this to our satisfaction.

Opening up when things do not work for us, when things do not match our expectations, when we do not feel well, when we would like to add something more to this here and there.

To admit that we do not know, to admit that we have no energy left at the moment, to admit that we have made a mistake, to admit that we are not sure, to admit anything that shows that we are just a human being that is authentic in her/his actions and words.

That long story is still unfolding, with surprises along the way. The journey is open. The future is still in front of us.

May all have enough patience to go through all the pages of this story in this book. Thank you! And drink it all up!!

bringing back memories...

bringing back memories...

One aspect of life – memories.

We could look them in the eye, turn it around, twist it to the left and twist it to the right, we can walk over them, we can chew on them, spit them out, swallow them, gabble them down and drink them together with our favourite drink. We can use them, we can use them, we can cry over them, we can rely on them, we can laugh with them and at them, think of them all day long, without stopping, and yet, still, here they are again – with all their beauty. We cannot possibly escape this trap, if you will!

We can take advantage of them, we can use them as much as they can use us! And then we are going to find ourselves back on the treadmill. Sweating, beating ourselves out, complaining, not being happy and satisfied just about anything and anybody.

My memories, my stories, my life, my editing, my putting words together. You will always stay in my heart. I would not possibly forget the first day you have opened up. I would still remember the moment I was so happy. In a childish way. I will always remember the day I was sad and felt lonely, was alone. How could I ever forget the moment you kissed me in a (only you know!) for the very first time. I will still keep in my heart and soul your words you have spoken to me. I will also keep the moment close to my heart when I left home and fly over the big ocean. Without knowing where this is going to lead, how this is going to end. What and who is awaiting me over there and with what? I remember my first time at the enormous airport. The challenges that I have been through, and again, how could I ever forget the day when you mentioned the 'B' word. When you have fought for me in a way that has touched me so immensely that it cannot be matched! You will never leave my place and space in my heart, close to my soul. Ever! Do I know what I feel what I feel? No idea, at all!

My first ever blog post. And all the first times that cannot possibly be replaced. The people I have met and helped me in more way that I could have imagined. And the rest, too! The day I thought I was going out of my mind, insane in every way the person could find yourself. The never ending story about thinking of you, talking to you, touching you and you being absolutely in heaven! The funny moments, and memories that I share, that we share together. My own thing, my own life, nobody can ever touch this unless permitted. My chapters, my pen and pencil, my rules, my ideas, my agreements. My blank page that has been going to be filled with words and emotions every single and each day. Wait and see and you will see a lot happening....

Thank you!!

Fake it till you (make it) become it!!

Fake it till you (make it) become it!!

Imagine a dream, a situation, a scenario, a story, a goal that you want to go after, you want to achieve, you want to see come to a total completion. Yes, as a person, as people, we have been fighting the inner war with ourselves. No matter what we say to ourselves, no matter what others keep telling us, not matter how good and smart and intelligent others find us, we still have moments, days and occasions that this feeling can slowly fall upon ourselves and we can get stuck. All of a sudden, that dream, that situation, that scenario, that story or a goal suddenly becomes unreachable for us, so distant, so out of touch and now what? What are we going to do in order to get back right on the track where the ride was smooth, easy and enjoyable..

What would be the right recipe that would perfectly work for you and fit with all your standards? Has anything work out for you in that way? If so, what was that?

What if we 'pretend' through all the steps till the end as if we knew what we are doing? Believing so strongly in our abilities, in our skills that nothing and/or anybody could ever stop us! While, at the same time, becoming the person you intend to be, alas the work in progress at play!

When one feels the struggle inside, yet is not ready to give up just yet or has not association with quitting whatsoever, at all!

When the reasons are much, much more bigger than all the whys along the way.

When you are sick and tired of all the excuses and sorrys, there is only one way to go and that is straight up, without turning and stopping anywhere, not even for a second!

Your reasons could be anything, ranging from complete make up dreams to a meeting with the person of your wildest dreams and desires. Only you can judge, only you can decide what matter the most up to you, what has the most meaning to you, what is the most worthwhile thing to pursue!

Fake it till you make it, if you will. And fake it till you actually become it. When the dream becomes a reality and you have lost yourself in the process of becoming without even realizing it. 

Give it a try and go and see it for yourself :-)

THE STRONGEST CONNECTION EVER

THE STRONGEST CONNECTION EVER

If you are really lucky enough and have experienced at some point in your life or have been currently experiencing the strongest connection there ever is and was or has been, I argue you to hold on to it so tightly that even the loudest and the most dangerous and worst storm could not ever separate you from such a rare condition!

Tomorrow may never come, the moment to enjoy its all that has to offer is right now, at this very moment. The person may change in a way that you would not recognize them, any longer. Or you may change yourself. And, suddenly, you can find yourself stuck in one place, on a ride that does not seem to be leading anywhere.

I feel this connection so deep and so profoundly that nobody can ever tell me otherwise. I have felt that when we first met, and then the second time and the time after. I have felt that the first time I heard your voice, from the way you write, from the way you express yourself through emotions and feelings and the way you use art as a way of being home. The music you create and have shared with me, even though nobody before has had the chance of listening to it, yet, I was the chosen one. And I thank you for that!

From the way you have first touched me and kissed me. From the way you use your hands. From your ideas, your opinions, and from your views on yourself and the world around us. I will never forget all this and more that we have done together, so snuggled up, warm, nice, cozy, lovely & loving. You will always stay in my heart, deep down and very well rooted!

And from the way how you deal with your fears, and insecurities, how you deal with life's setbacks, and deals that do not seem to be working for you.

Very slowly, with hands, tongues, mouths, we unwrapped and untied ourselves, laying open gifts. Gave birth to each other again, as separate bodies who enjoy collision.

Anaïs Nin 

“I want to both combat you and submit to you, because as a woman I adore your courage, I adore the pain it engenders, I adore the struggle you carry in yourself, which I alone fully realize, I adore your terrifying sincerity. I adore your strength.” ~ Anaïs Nin to Henry Miller

The reasons about why I feel the way I do and why my heart and soul has chosen you, I cannot give to you, at least, not for the moment, I suppose it was meant to happen that way.

May you see this, too, feel this, too, may you understand this. I am genuinely interested, I have opened up to you in many, many ways, I care about you. The music, the art you have shared with me will always be there with us together.

Yours in loving way...

Things that cannot be measured

Things that cannot be measured

I believe that there are many things that cannot be measured, in a way that we cannot put a price tag on them or anything like this! Things that are priceless, that make our day, that put smile on our faces, that send shivers down our spine, that make us stop and think and perhaps reconsider.

That text I received from you the other day, the little things that matter and make a huge difference. Sometimes we may even think that no, it does not matter, they do not have a time and energy and patience to go through this with us, yet, only one simple short word, a message, a song, a link, a photo, an article, a moment, a piece of stone or any natural things, this and all that can be just a one stop closer to make one's heart jump and skip the beat!

And yes, we all have this in our power. So, let us not think too much, not take too much time, not take ourselves way too seriously. The moment is right here and right now and it is as precious as one can ever get and be! So, do what your heart desires and craves, be clear and specific about what you intend on doing and saying, where and when you intend on going and why so and with whom?

All those moments and pieces can be put together like a jigsaw puzzle! So simple, so easy, so direct!

Let us go and make every day, every thing we have, every word we say, every action we take, let us make it all count! Let us make sure we can go to bed soundly tonight and dream sweet dreams. Let us make this world a better place for ourselves and for those around us. Let us make sure that our words precisely match our actions. Actions speak louder than words. Watch his/her actions and then decide whether to go with it or not. Do not just read and adjust to the circumstances of words that can easily fall apart, just like that, leaving no trail behind it.

Every small action, count. Karma. Whether deliberately done, on purpose, or by accident. We are the creators, so let us stand up, shout out what we feel is the right thing and do not fear and fears but face them with the face expression that nothing can ever stand against it!!

I have been thinking of you, you have been on my mind, you are my light at the end of the tunnel, the light that still shines and I am going to make sure this light will never be blurred or put down by wind or any other circumstances or situation.

Please, show up, stand up and show that you care, that you words match the action to the very last bit!!

Thank you, and I appreciate you for reading!

Why should I/you/we not give up?!

Why should I/you/we not give up?!

Giving up is so easy, actually, way too easy to do so. Falling into a tram of giving up and never starting again. Never going for anything with your whole being, with all the energy that you could gather. One mistake and the next comes quitting, totally giving up on a chance of doing this ever again! That is it, no more trying, no more going on.

The feeling as if no one understands you, nobody could ever feel it the same way you do feel it. No body can really experience the pain, the emotions, the sorrow, the feelings attached to this, so vividly, so strongly, so like you. We should give up, and so thus we gave up. That is the limit and beyond there is no reason for you to go there. There is no choice, not carrying on with it, at all. Feeling of lost, feeling of disconnection, feeling of devastation, feeling of being out of this world. The crying is so hard, that you cannot possibly collect yourself.

And this person is still on your mind. The lover, the soul-mate in many ways, the inspiration that has always worked for you. The muse that can ignite anything that you have inside and even more than that, you have had no idea what you consist of! And we are just scratching the surface. To collect that all and make it complete!

Your mind is going dizzy, you have been forgetting things, way too often. Is there any help at hand? Is there any way to get out of this!?

I am feeling so weak, so out of sorts, so out of sync. You are missed just for who you are. For all that we have been through, for all the words that people can say to me and none of it will partly be about what I have felt when with you in person, the connection that we have shared, the meal that we have enjoyed, the drinks that we have had!

We all need certain stuff to survive. There is no other way around this. Accumulate this and all may as well fall into place. Generally, this being the truth, we are so close to make it a reality. By the same token, we could also do similar things in order to make it acceptable to us, to live the way we want and desire. To enjoy every and each aspect of life – mind, soul, body, heart!

I am tired of this happening again. We have a choice and it is up to us how we are going to handle this. Throw it out the window or keep it safe and warm close to our heart?!

No sorrys, no apologies, no regrets, no hurt, no pain, no hate, no being lost, no crying any more. This must stop, for you and me and for us and for everybody and anyone around!

There is no better time to do so than NOW!!

I want more, not just be aware, but to feel, to be, to love and to be loved.

For each one of you out there....

Thank you for your time and reading it this :-)

The Story that is still unfolding...

The Story that is still unfolding...

And it is your story. The story that you have been writing the moment you have seen the light of this world, from the moment you have heard the voices of your loved ones.

Sometimes, your story can also begin unfolding when something unexpected happens to you, actually. The love, the situation, the circumstance, the winning something to you special and meaningful. The the cards of the fate are playing for you..

The most important part for me in this is that the pen who you are holding in your hand is yours. You are the writer, the author of your story, you are the creator of each and every chapter of your Life story.

For you.. how would you like your story to go? How would you like it to continue? How would you make it to carry on the way that works best for you? And with whom? Is there someone, special and unique in your eyes, that you find interesting and would love to get to know better? Someone who makes you want to know them more and more? Someone that you are so curious about learning their ways and habits, are characteristic traits? Someone who keeps getting back on your mind again and all over again? Who is it? Have you contacted them lately? Do you have a strong intuitive thinking about this very person? What does your intuition tell you, where does it lead you?

Who has been the safe and loving haven? Who has been there for you? Would you share and open up your story to and with them? Would you like them to be a part of your story? Would you ask them questions about their story? Would you make something nice for them, the way you know them, the way you know they can appreciate it?

To love and to be loved in return! Is there anything else in the whole world, on the whole earth?

Make it count! Make sure the story you have writing has a purpose, has a reason, has a legacy that lives on for ever and ever! Make sure you touch the people around you in a way that they would be never ever able to repay your kindness, love, patience, tolerance, compassion, time.

I am still work in progress, in so many ways. But I will keep trying and hopefully can touch one's life in a way that is going to turn his life upside down, in the best way possible!

Thank you for taking time to read this!!

Counting the stars you possess (and the voices in my head)

Counting the stars you possess

(and the voices in my head)

The stars and all the little & big miracles.

When we look up at the stars in the sky at night, we could be lucky enough to stare, to observe and to spot miracles there when they are clearly visible. Using the metaphor here, we could also look for the miracles and stars in our own life. Sometimes, we may be luckier than at other times. Sometimes we may need to try a little bit harder to see, to feel, to experience such a beauty!

When we can be really grateful and appreciate anything that comes our way, feel thankful for even small, seemingly insignificant things, I believe something magical is just about going to happen.

The voices in my head is telling me this and telling me that. Should I listen to them? Should I follow through? Should I be ignoring them and shut them up for good? Should I be keen on listening to anything/everything they say to me? What are they, actually? Could this be my intuition? Could this be something that is helping me in any situation I find myself in? Could these be working for me and not against me?

Stars, such as family, having a loving and caring partner, a healthy baby, work that you really enjoy, house that is yours, an organic tree and garden, a dog or a cat, friends who you can call at any time of the day, parents, a stunning nature to be surrounded around, clean environment, lovely meals, beautiful sunsets/sunrises, etc.

The voices, these strings of intuition that have always been on your side. The voices that are here to show you the way, tell you what to say to whom, where to go and what to do. The voices that keeps you out of danger, that lights up when the emergency is coming, the voices that prevents you from falling, that warns you, etc.

How can we mix those 2 together? The voices + stars? The intuition + magics? Could we possibly intuitively go after all the stars? Can we search for them, seek them out, look for them in all the hidden places, in all those places that are invisible to those who do not practice gratitude and beings thankful and grateful? There surely is a way!

I am hoping they will be always clear to my face, and for you, too, and for anyone interested. 

Thank you for reading!!

The most beautiful of all souls

The most beautiful of all souls

The person.

Everywhere.

At any time.

To and with just about anyone.

The heart, the mind, the spirit.

This person is free in any way that can be. You feel free in their presence. You feel yourself, you feel being loved right now and tomorrow, too! You feel inspired, you feel grateful and full of love. You feel being yourself in the most beautiful way of ways! There is no judgement, there is no arrogance, there is no hatred.

There is only a lot of love, compassion, understanding, patience, tolerance, acceptance, space and time, commitment, strength and much, much more!

Free soul is a rare soul. You recognize it by the feeling that you have when around them. You can open up and they would be there, you could show up in a negative way and they will not shut you up and close the door behind you – rather, they would show you the way and accept you for just the way you are! They would not laugh at your ideas, they would give you their time, so you can slowly tell what is on your mind. They would give you space when the space may be needed so!

They are the example. They are the way, there are the lesson, the path, the reason.

They are the home you come back to, you put your heavy head on the pillow and soundly fall asleep.

They represent the answer why you want to be a better person, why you do what you do, why you say what you say, why you go where you go.

If we see these qualities in someone and at the same time are able to recognize them in ourselves, we, too, must possess those qualities, and those unique characteristic traits.

Seek it and find it. Hope and accept it when it comes. Love and be loved in return. Give and you will be given tenfold back. Smile and the world smiles right back at you!

Thank and you will feel grateful.

Thank you for your time and reading!!

Tears in order to find yourself!...

Tears in order to find yourself!...

A person could go through tons and tons of emotions during one single day! I can claim that as I can be also used as a proof of this!

One can cry, one can laugh out loud, one can smile at someone, one can laugh at yourself, one can love someone, one can hate things here and there, one can make silly jokes. One can make yourself go nuts, one can make yourself feel totally devastated. One can make yourself absolutely depressed. One can make yourself amazingly happy an those around them, too! One can teach others and one can also by taught by someone. One can feel a total pleasure, and one can touch the very rock bottom! One can feel as if they are reaching the best moment in their lives ever! One can by on total high or at the same time being on a total low...

When we reach the very low, there is, obviously no other way then get back up again and get and be better and better at working on ourselves. We can experience a fairy tale on a daily basis or else it could feel as if living in a total hell and only surviving the nightmare. The choice is up to us.

And then here come the tears.. that open up a brand new world to you up for your grabs! One or two tears, if you will, that can break the moment for you when you can say yourself that this is not going to happen, ever again! These moments can strike at any time, for any length, for many reasons, alone or with the company.

You have happen to come into my life. You have been on my mind, you have been on my mind for some months now, actually. If you could only cuddle me up being close to you. Snuggle up and stay like this till morning and then even harder and not letting go.. That is actually what you have wanted, what you have told me. In fact, I have missed the times we have been in contact, those butterflies feelings we both felt, so strongly! It has always been you and you must know this. And I know you have felt the same, not admitting this, but yes, it has been there. Day after day after day. I could cry my eyes out in order to bring you closer to me, to get in touch again, to have met again, to have spoken together again, to share music together again.

I have no idea where you are at the moment, but everything I have every shared with you was honest, loving, pure, authentic and genuine, as genuine as it can get. You are the person I care about, I think about day in and day out, my care and love in endless!

One can only and must get better now. Realize it and make it happen at whatever cost! Time is precious, oh, so precious!! There is not time to wait, as the preparation for anything is always before this thing actually comes your way. There is only way that is best for you, in your eyes, in your feelings and with your intuition!

There is so much my heart can give away...

Find a reason for every day...

Find a reason for every day...

How difficult and how hard is it to find a reason for every single each day to smile?

To find something, anything, that we can look forward to?

Even if the morning has not started yet, or it has started on not so good terms, and the day is ahead of you, the day that can have many surprises in it, some good, some may not be so good. And all you have to do is to get up, wash up and get on with the day.

For all the reasons, one of them is the main of them all, you are here and that is not a coincidence. There is a reason for your being there, at this time, at this moment, at this place, with this person and with those people around you. Why? What are you here to do? What are you here to say? Where are you going to go next?

Are you in your own world? Do you have your own mind? Would you let that special person in, let them see you in your best and in your worst? Admit what you do not have and admit what you do not know?

Find a reason to give a person a smile, a hug, a kiss, a gift, a message, a surprise, anything special at all!

To give a meal, to cook together, to create something unique!

Life is so, so short in so many ways, and for many ways. Perhaps for us to realize and think of the best ways how to enjoy it, how to make the best of every single and each day that has been given to us! To find and make sure we spent at least 5 minutes laughing out loud, just for no apparent reason, at all! To make and do something special for anyone who can never repay this back to us; to do a good thing for someone and not expecting anything back in return! If the day comes in and we have so many on our plates, is there anything we could do to make it just a little bit more bearable, just to enjoy it a little bit more here and there? Can we find something to laugh at, maybe even laugh at ourselves? Can we learn something every day, learn something about ourselves, learn to become a better person? Can we try and do a step more today, two more steps tomorrow and then even more the day after tomorrow?

I hope, I so hope! I am hoping that we will always be able to find a reason or two for going on, for going again and for going strong whatever is just happening in front of us, right, at the moment... 

GRIT

GRIT

Grit is defined as ''perseverance and passion for long-term goals.''

And undoubtedly, it can be applied to about anyone and to about everything, anything under the Earth!

If someone is driven by a high level of passion combined with perseverance the results are almost sure to be satisfying. If the drive is unquestionably correct and feels right at the time of happening, the person could be looking forward to some nice surprises along the way.

I believe there are many things that can stir the person into the right direction that can bring long-term happiness, joy and stability. One has a reason to wake up to something that goes beyond his/her wild imagination. One has in mind things that only someone can dream of! One can feel the desire, the want, the passion and at the same time be sure of succeeding at the highest score!

The believe in oneself and the trust in our being, trust in our abilities and knowledge with experiences. Yet, the line can also seem so thin to some, that the goal may seem to be out of reach! That very person we like/adore and love to spend time/life with, that very skill we so wish to work on improving, that talent we keep on embracing, yet the results are still not coming, that very position that could turn our life upside down, yet it feels unattainable, and not even visible!

And the time is passing by, without letting us know, without telling us when it may be too late.. for all those dreams and passions we so want to achieve and want to have in our life! The minutes, after hours, after days, after weeks, after months, after years, after decades, just flowing like a river, like a gently swimming fish in the stream,... The question lies in when and from who to draw the right energy, the passion, the drive so we can persevere in finding and discovering our dreams and desires and then with no doubt and hesitation go after them with all that is inside of us!

The nature, that loving person who keeps reminding you how special and unique you really are, actually, that child that is totally dependable on you, that song that keeps you awake at night, that poem, that book that photography that is haunting you day in and day out. That stone that makes you regain your energy back up and running again, and more! Look for them, search them out, haunt them down if necessary and never give up. They may be closer than you even realize at this very moment. It is being said that best of the best things are those that are not planned, just happen, spontaneously. And I must say that I agree.. looking back, how many of them have happened to you without any plan at all, without any back-up plan if the plan #1 does not work out??

I trust and I would assume, there are many & many.... :-)

Thank you very much for reading!

B - word

B - word

Understandably, there is an endless list of words/things beginning with the letter 'B'.

Some that come to mind may be: bike, bio products, biopsy, bulimia, body, by-stander, binocular, bi-lingual, breast, breath, bread, butter, button, bollox, bottom, bucket, balls, blog, berries etc. etc.

To me, one of them would be a word 'Baby'.

Meaning, to have a child, to have a baby that is totally dependable on you in the most beautiful way. A baby who you can look after and take a very good care of! A baby that belongs to you and is yours. You have created a miracle that a human mind would not possibly be able to wrap their minds around! Even if there is no plan, this is definitely going to turn things upside down, in a way that can never be returned back to where it was in the first place!

I have always wanted to have a baby, with someone who wants to have it with me, who feels the same as me, who I can love and who can love me. And then, apparently, create a miracle of all miracles, called a baby. Nothing can be so perfectly imperfect as if we are still learning about it each and every day! The genes that cannot be someone else's than mine and yours! The eyes, the ears, the lips, the colour of the hair, the body posture, the mind, the character, the smiles, the laughter, the smarts,...

To have a nice, big family that is always surrounded by love and peace and help and leaps of laugh! The unity that is so complex yet family-friendly for the people involved! The union of the two people that was meant to happen! That special bond that only family members could understand about! And then, of course, comes the baby – the precious, little, sweet creature that is so unique and comes here with the purpose! The place, the home – where everyone feels at ease and save. The safe haven – for those who come and need some reassurance, some understanding, some tender + loving care, to build up some confidence and then go back out into the world!

The longing for creating and building something so beautiful and so huge that you can call yourself your very own! Something that will definitely has your name tag to go along with!

The condition that is a journey in itself, full of nice surprises and the lessons and all the tasks that are on this path sprinkled all over this.

I surely feel this being one of my reasons for being here, for returning something back, for making a contribution in this way, for making this world a better, more loving place.

The company that can never ever leave you and it is forever written in your blood!

That is undeniably priceless!!

Thank you!

Legacy (to leave)...

Legacy (to leave)...

What legacy would you like to leave?

It has been said that the person's story to others could either be an example of an inspiration or an example of desperation. An example of how it should be and an example of how it should not be!

Have you been leading the way, do you feel more like a leader or would you prefer to and see yourself more like a follower who like to follow others?

If there is someone who depends on you, what lesson would you like him/her to know? What lessons would you like him/her to be taught? What paths would you like him/her to go?

How nice would that be to leave here a story that has a legacy to go with it, that we can never be forgotten by anybody and by anything! The way you lead your life, the way you talk to people, the way you do your work and the way you do anything and everything! The words you say, every single each word you say to someone, at all, has an energy and has an emotion, and has a vibration. Is this going to be a positive one or a negative. As vice versa, is your legacy going to have a positive vibration to go with this or a negative one?

And where would you like your legacy to be written or to be left in stone or wood forever?

Would you like a song to be made and created out of your legacy? Would you like a book to be written about your legacy? Or would you like anything arty to be left about you?

If you could write down your legacy on a piece of paper, how would you start? What would be the middle and what would be the end? Would you be able to write down and put together a legacy of someone else?

I wish for everyone to leave a legacy here that they wish for. To write a book if they wish so, to create a song that they long for, to take the photo that they cannot help but just to take! To teach someone and never ever expect them to return back your favour. Just to do that because you know and you feel that is the right thing to do! Because the butterfly effect of this could be enormous and have an enormous effect and leave the amazing affect on other places, people, circumstances, situations, etc. To me, it is a significant task for anyone to achieve and to accomplish. So, as to, never be forgotten, and always be remembered. The gift that each of us possess and has the ability to give away in the most beautiful way! Time to move on and work on and build my own legacy so there is something worthy to watch, to read, to enjoy! Thank you!!

The Bucket List (What is on your Bucket List??)

The Bucket List (What is on your Bucket List??)

There are certain things that we want to achieve and accomplish till the end of time.

Some of these can be done immediately, and some require time, energy, patience.

1. Swim with the dolphins – the animals who are my very favorites of all!


2. Find the love of my life, Have children, Get married – not necessarily in that order!


3. Own a house/glass one, Own a car, Own an animal – owning something that you call home. Owning something that nobody can take away from you! Owning something that has your name tag on it! Owning something that belongs only and just to you!


4. Change someone’s life completely, have it turned upside down – that is the reason and the purpose we are here! What could be more profound and more significant than doing a thing or two for someone who could never be able to repay your kindness and generosity?! Doing something/anything and never expecting anything in return!


5. Plant an organic tree; Own a Veggie organic garden – always wanted this, always want this and always will be wanting this! What a gift to the nature, to the environment we live in!


6. Visit Asia & South America – perhaps the last trip, the last journey, the last travel to the places one has never ever been to, yet! The last stop to all the places we will go...


7. Try pottery – this nice art has always been close to my soul, the harmony, the simplicity of this, the uniqueness, the messiness.


8. Find my passion / vision and make money out of it – everyone's dream and not all can achieve this. Some fight till they found it, and some give up before the find it!


9. Run a marathon – get ready and run a marathon. Ready, steady, GO!


10. Write & publish my very own book – This is an piece of art I feel the most myself in! For so many reasons, of course....


11. Sponsor a cause, a charity – YES, YES, AND TRIPLE YES! Everyone should and must do, take a piece of me and invest it in something meaningful, something that is and goes beyond us!!!!

And the list can, obviously, go on and on. Depending on your creativity, resources, time, etc.

What would be yours?

To have dreamt a dream about the dreams....

To have dreamt a dream about the dreams....

Dreaming.

Daydreaming.

Fantasy.

Fascination.

Passion.

Pursuit.

To strive, to have, to accomplish, to achieve, to succeed! To strike to thrive!

Musing about what you feel connected to!

We can dream about anything and about anyone we want to and fancy! We can even get ourselves into a state when we feel so in real with our dream or dreams as if it or they were happening to us right here and right now! Can we dream a dream so vividly that we almost feel as if we can touch it and feel it so much that we can burst with emotions and feelings?

The power of our mind is never ending. The power of our dreams is ever lasting.

I like the idea of dreaming, at any moment, at any opportunity, at any place. Just the child-like state when and where anything and everything is possible. Anything can ever work out, everything can be built, the questions can get their answers!

Dreaming about things than can actually happen and about those that are not likely to happen – but will happen anyway!

Dreaming about the person that is close to you and you have a soft spot for!

Dreaming about the place that will never ever leave you and you will do the same!

Dreaming about the future you want for yourself and for the ones you care about the most!

And most importantly, I would say, dreaming about the things and places and people that the rest of the world thinks that they are unattainable, YET you deep down know it is possible, it is imaginable and thus it is something that can be realized! Thank you for reading!