BOREDOM – doing nothing at all!!
My second
day of my adventure trip.
And no, it
is not all about boredom. It is not all so doomed. Well, at least I hope so and
think so in my humble opinion.
I have been
thinking recently about the power of vision. About the power of having
something so real, so deep, so raw, so organic, so honest, so authentic, so
pure that it will always be known to you why you are doing what you are doing,
when you are doing what you are doing, where you are doing what you are doing,
with whom you are doing what you are doing, how you are doing what you are
doing, etc.
The person
in question should be returning back from place B to place A today.
I have been
disconnected from technology since yesterday midnight. Yes, those kinds of days
come in handy from time to time.
And I am
also going to keep myself very busy!
The creativity
is stirred when something is not working.
If everyone
is happy, there is no such a desire to create, to be passionate, to be willing
to put the money where our mouth is.
Be patient
for everyone else you meet is fighting the same battle as you are.
I refuse to
be anything but happy!
Can you
possibly fall in love with someone in a month time??
The person
in question remains the person in question.
Now, those
bullet points above are my thought processes, I am afraid. Yes, a bit confused
but that is just the way it has been for the past couple of months.
Having
chatted to my sister today definitely helped. Having someone who truly understands
and feels a similar way as I do.
So, what was
the today’s topic anyway?
Ah yes,
boredom in all its glory.
What is
there to do when all the books have been read and finished from cover to cover?
What is
there to do when all the songs were listened to?
What is
there to do when all the packing has been done?
I could go
on and on in this way but I am pretty sure you are getting the point by now.
We all need
a reason, a passion, a purpose, a higher calling to call our very own. To have
someone to get up to, to sleep next to, to cook for, to make bed with and for,
to give flowers to, to sing a song to, to write a book about, the feed, to
clothe, to write a note to, to pack a lunchbox for, etc.
Without a
vision, people perish.
Have you
found your reason yet?
Have you
found your passion yet?
Have you
found your purpose yet?
Have you
found your calling yet?
The days as
they have been unfolding for me are always a mystery for me and in my very own
eyes.
And in my
humble opinion, this is just the way it should be. We should expect without
expecting anything much happening extraordinary in return. However, we should
still remain in faith and truly believing. Believing in miracles, as only those
who believe in dreams, can also dream and experience their coming into reality.
As simple or as profound as it may sound, of this I am so sure!
Perhaps going
for a long, very long walk should help. Actually I am pretty sure it will do
just the trick.
Clearing the
mind, getting rid of all the thoughts that does not serve me or anyone.
My actions
have direct and/or indirect impact on the people around me. Every thought has energy,
is vibrating on the level I myself am vibrating and energizing.
So, just to
keep this in mind, we may as well have and hold only positive thoughts.
If we, if I can
only push myself just a little bit more, just a little bit harder. Things are
going to fall into place. Things are always going to work out for my very best
in the end, even though I may not be seeing it all at this very moment.
I am getting
ready for my next chapter in my life, mentally and physically as well. The chapter
that will start to be read very soon, by me and by the ones around me who know
me, who love me, who help me, who mean well with me, who adore me, who wish me
luck, who wish me success, who wish me health, who wish me every achievement,
who wish me every of my dreams come true, who wish my every my goal come to
completion, who wish me only happiness.
How lucky we
actually are?!
What more
could we possibly wish for?
What more
could we possibly dream for?
What more
could we possibly dream about?
Are we in a possession
of every single answer?
Are we in an
argument with authority?
Are we in a
no friendly zone with our very own mind?
How can we
possibly finish all the unfinished business of ours when our very own mind
races up and down in waves and fluctuate so fast and so often?
How can we
possibly quiet our very own mind? What would work for us and what would lead us
astray?
Where is the
way?
What is the
way?
Who is the
way?
Why is this
the way?
Are we
responding to our very own intuition? Have we been listening?
Are we
responding to our very own instinct? Have we been listening?
Are we
responding to our very own gut feelings? Have we been listening?
Are we
responding to our very own hunch? Have we been listening?
Are we
slowing down or are we speeding up?
What volume
are we playing on?
What frequency
are we using?
What dramas
are we participating in?
What songs
are we singing/listening to/playing?
What book
are we reading/writing about?
What sort of
people are we surrounding ourselves with?
What roles
are we playing?
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