THE
STRONGEST CONNECTION EVER
If
you are really lucky enough and have experienced at some point in
your life or have been currently experiencing the strongest
connection there ever is and was or has been, I argue you to hold on
to it so tightly that even the loudest and the most dangerous and
worst storm could not ever separate you from such a rare condition!
Tomorrow
may never come, the moment to enjoy its all that has to offer is
right now, at this very moment. The person may change in a way that
you would not recognize them, any longer. Or you may change yourself.
And, suddenly, you can find yourself stuck in one place, on a ride
that does not seem to be leading anywhere.
I
feel this connection so deep and so profoundly that nobody can ever
tell me otherwise. I have felt that when we first met, and then the
second time and the time after. I have felt that the first time I
heard your voice, from the way you write, from the way you express
yourself through emotions and feelings and the way you use art as a
way of being home. The music you create and have shared with me, even
though nobody before has had the chance of listening to it, yet, I
was the chosen one. And I thank you for that!
From
the way you have first touched me and kissed me. From the way you use
your hands. From your ideas, your opinions, and from your views on
yourself and the world around us. I will never forget all this and
more that we have done together, so snuggled up, warm, nice, cozy,
lovely & loving. You will always stay in my heart, deep down and
very well rooted!
And
from the way how you deal with your fears, and insecurities, how you
deal with life's setbacks, and deals that do not seem to be working
for you.
Very
slowly, with hands, tongues, mouths, we unwrapped and untied
ourselves, laying open gifts. Gave birth to each other again, as
separate bodies who enjoy collision.
Anaïs
Nin
“I
want to both combat you and submit to you, because as a woman I adore
your courage, I adore the pain it engenders, I adore the struggle you
carry in yourself, which I alone fully realize, I adore your
terrifying sincerity. I adore your strength.” ~ Anaïs Nin to Henry
Miller
The
reasons about why I feel the way I do and why my heart and soul has
chosen you, I cannot give to you, at least, not for the moment, I
suppose it was meant to happen that way.
May
you see this, too, feel this, too, may you understand this. I am
genuinely interested, I have opened up to you in many, many ways, I
care about you. The music, the art you have shared with me will
always be there with us together.
Yours
in loving way...
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