Tears
in order to find yourself!...
A
person could go through tons and tons of emotions during one single
day! I can claim that as I can be also used as a proof of this!
One
can cry, one can laugh out loud, one can smile at someone, one can
laugh at yourself, one can love someone, one can hate things here and
there, one can make silly jokes. One can make yourself go nuts, one
can make yourself feel totally devastated. One can make yourself
absolutely depressed. One can make yourself amazingly happy an those
around them, too! One can teach others and one can also by taught by
someone. One can feel a total pleasure, and one can touch the very
rock bottom! One can feel as if they are reaching the best moment in
their lives ever! One can by on total high or at the same time being
on a total low...
When
we reach the very low, there is, obviously no other way then get back
up again and get and be better and better at working on ourselves. We
can experience a fairy tale on a daily basis or else it could feel as
if living in a total hell and only surviving the nightmare. The
choice is up to us.
And
then here come the tears.. that open up a brand new world to you up
for your grabs! One or two tears, if you will, that can break the
moment for you when you can say yourself that this is not going to
happen, ever again! These moments can strike at any time, for any
length, for many reasons, alone or with the company.
You have happen to come into my life. You
have been on my mind, you have been on my mind for some months now,
actually. If you could only cuddle me up being close to you. Snuggle
up and stay like this till morning and then even harder and not
letting go.. That is actually what you have wanted, what you have
told me. In fact, I have missed the times we have been in contact,
those butterflies feelings we both felt, so strongly! It has always
been you and you must know this. And I know you have felt the same,
not admitting this, but yes, it has been there. Day after day after
day. I could cry my eyes out in order to bring you closer to me, to
get in touch again, to have met again, to have spoken together again,
to share music together again.
I
have no idea where you are at the moment, but everything I have every
shared with you was honest, loving, pure, authentic and genuine, as
genuine as it can get. You are the person I care about, I think about
day in and day out, my care and love in endless!
One
can only and must get better now. Realize it and make it happen at
whatever cost! Time is precious, oh, so precious!! There is not time
to wait, as the preparation for anything is always before this thing
actually comes your way. There is only way that is best for you, in
your eyes, in your feelings and with your intuition!
There
is so much my heart can give away...
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