A
LEAP DAY / YEAR
Today
is a leap year, a leap day, to be exact!
What
am I going to add to it? An extra something? And what about us? Can I
be with you? Are we going to be together, if only via our minds, a
mind by mind? I would like that very much, that would be nice.
Is
there any extra that we could do more of today? If we were not to be
thinking and talking just about this day and for the day that is in
it, how else can I be and become a better version of myself, a better
person? How I wish that! Not only I want us to collaborate together,
to cooperate with each other, to get this thing up and running, that
special something that we share, and with that special one you are
good at, and with that special one I am good at, but I want even more
than that!
The
more you care, the stronger you can be!
May
this happen very, very soon! That feeling that I have felt and still
do, the connection that cannot be simply explained by plain words
only but has to be felt, full on, with all our emotions, feelings,
fingers, breaths.
How
could one just simply give up when all is against him/her? When all
is telling him to keep on fighting, to keep on carrying on, to keep
on learning, to keep on loving, to keep on continuing, to keep on
sending good vibes, to keep on keeping and staying in touch, to keep
on keeping the spirits up?!
All
this is in my memory forever written, but so vivid yet, so real, I
can even touch it! I believe in so many things that make it even more
as an act of creation!
To
be just a little bit more patient, to be just a little more present,
to be heard and let heard.
What
I can give you and what you can take away from me and vice versa?
What are you currently working on? What can I write about this, what
a woman's touch I can give to it and what man's touch you could give
to my work? My head is spinning and my mind is running wild! I have
so many ideas, so many feelings, so many emotions I want to share
with you, and just with you.
I
realize what we have done to each other, what we have contributed to
one another's life on our journeys and what else is left? A brand new
discovery, a brand new trip, a brand new story!
Just
be here for me, just make me happy again, and I will return the
favour ten folds.
Nothing
is ever meant to be perfect! That is the point I am trying to make.
I
cannot and I don't even want to take my mind of things, of all the
times when we were and felt happy, when we have exchanged numerous
songs and tunes, the moments when you really like me, when you and I
have fallen in love. The millions of messages, the happy ones, the
sad ones, the lonely ones, the open ones, everything that has
actually brought us together again and again.
Perhaps,
you are on a slightly different wavelength, yet I feel you can and
should fall back in those moments when you feel safe and understood
by me, the moments you feel appreciated and the moments you feel like
a real man, to me! Always. Any time. Every time. With all your hidden
blocks and secrets. I could open up to you and I welcome you to do
the same! Please.
So..
happy leap day or year or whatever you want to call it!
That
has been a while to spill the beans and write about them. And I
double Thank you for your time & reading!!
