When the push is stronger & harder (than anything you have ever experienced)

When the push is stronger & harder (than anything you have ever experienced)

Yes, what to do when the push is stronger and harder than anything that you have ever experienced? So, what to do next? When all the feelings and emotions are telling you to push even harder and even stronger? When the people around you keep telling you to give up on this very thing because of this or because of that! Should you change the people even though they are your family? Do they mean well for you? Should you keep this to yourself? If you need help, where to turn to for a question or two? When for the most part you are fighting with the demons, with your own thoughts, with your own opinions and more! It is still strong, so strong, so very strong! Please, help, help me, please, what to do? I need your help! I want you! Can you hear me? Can you hear my voice? Can you hear my song and can you read my poem? What if giving up shall help?! Sometimes, not getting what we want may be of some help to us. It is said that we are given what we need, not necessarily what we want. Well, either this or that or both, who knows and who can help me, you and us? When there is a sense deep inside of you that cannot simply go away! And in some way, you do not even want to as you feel that is exactly what keeps you going! This must be your reason, this is my reason! The purpose for going on, for keeping on living and doing thing on 200%, for sure! Can you believe in yourself enough to still going strong? To make sure that the setbacks in life are going to make you softer, not meaner? Can you still believe in love, love and love? Can you fight against all the unfair, can you help the most wanted, the most weakest ones? Can you offer your helping hand, and a hankie when the one is crying? Can you offer a soothing song to the one who needs it the most? Can you offer a soothing poem to the one who needs it the most? Can your touch have a healing touch to the one who needs it the most? Can you feel the emotions and feeling of someone as an empath? Can you be even more emphatetic? What about the smell? Can you substitute a smell of something for someone? Can you ever and ever and ever and ever and ever give up on something and on somebody? What the life would be about than? If we would give you, what else would be there to do? If we are still in a playing field, can we work just a little bit more and even more again? When do you know when is the time to stop and when do you know when is the time to move on, to go on, to keep going, to never ever give up? And how far can we go if this discovered? And with whom to go? The article after article, the post after post. The same thing over and over will come up as long as we realize the lesson this is going to teach us about! Mentally I am still with you, if not physically, if the distance is between us! Yet, still, even if the distance is between us, this could also bring us back again emotionally. Yes, it has happened and it can happen again! How much can we achieve if we do not give up and keep going after all that we want and with to have and desire? And yes, I can do so much so that I do not push way too hard. Yes, I can still be and stay strong. And that I wish for everybody to experience. Life is not an easy one, not at all! The people, the things, the consequences are there for us. And it is up to us how we are going to go about them and handle them all! Thank you for reading and I APPRECIATE THIS! 

THE STORY OF OUR LIFE by Me

THE STORY OF OUR LIFE by Me

This has to be a story of ours. This has to be a story of me. This has to be a story of you. This has to be a story of us. This must be a story about us together. This is a story of us by me. Everyone has a story to tell. Everybody has a story to write about. Every story is worth to be written about if you only care to do so! One day, maybe, even today, I am going to write a story about us and with us, because this is worth every minute of it! Every day of this life is one page of this book. Every chapter is a story that is worth reading. Every person has a story that a reader can read and possibly share with others and also learn from if he or she finds interesting! This is a story that has a lots of chapters, lots of learnings are going on there, and lots of teachings are going on there, there is a music, there is a poetry, there is a passion, there is a love, there is a love making, there is a cry, there is a laughing, there is a connection, and there is anything and all in between. The people who push each other into doing things that they enjoy! The people who do not expect things to be and to go perfectly smooth. The people who enjoy all the imperfections about one another! People who do not expect things to go easy! People who can play with each other! And somebody who can show what they want and mean what they say! When the time is just an illusion. And now, what about you? Have you been looking and searching for the bigger version of you? Who is that? Is this a music that makes you who you are and if so, why is this so? Is it any form of art? And most importantly, how do you know that you have found it? Our story is unique in so many ways. As is everybody else's. This cannot ever by taken from anybody! Our story was not easy and has not been easy and is not easy. There were times when I pleaded so much to make it work! When you were confused and so was I! When the story of our life is so colorful, and painted in so many beautiful ways with so many beautiful colours! When only 5 minutes should do and all you have is just these 5 minutes in order to make and do anything that you ever wished for and hoped for! And the flowers! And all the smell, and touch, and eye contacts! When only the song can bring you back to the very memory that has it all started from! Is your favourite colour red? Or is it black? Or maybe even green? When all that is on my mind is this story of ours, the me and the you and everybody that this story could be of any and some help for! This is a book that needs to introduction to us, this is a story that is so rich in words, in music, in knowledge, in experience, in learnings, in teachings, in openness, in passion, in chats, in talking, in touching. Would you be willing to share your own story? Do you feel that your story is important and worth sharing and writing about? If your story turned into a book, what it would be and why? If your story turned into a movie, what it would be and why? If your story turned into a music piece, what it would be and why? If your story turned into a piece of poetry, what it would be and why? If your story turned into a painting, what it would be and why? If our story was about to turn into a blog post, what it would be and why? What story do you want your life to tell? This is our life in bits and pieces. And every bit and every piece is so worth it! Yes, I know this, and yes, I mean it, and yes, I feel it! And you should and must feel it, too! Thank you and be back soon!!

What a difference a day makes!

What a difference a day makes!

And what a difference that is!

What could this difference be? A big one? A huge one? A massive one? An enormous one? Would you have any idea of what could make your day? How could this change everything? What could 24 hours mean to you? What can they change in your life? When the sad day turn into a happy one? I have felt for a long time that the days simply change from 24 hours to 24 hours. Anything can change, anything can happen. Sometimes just giving this the time that it needs is all you have got to do. You can sleep on it, you can sleep it all over. Anything and everything that works for you, that you could do to help everybody involved. You have got 24 hours to think things through. There is no need to rush things, to rush into something that could possibly make things even worse than they could be. A few hours, a few minutes, a few seconds can be an answer that you have been looking for and waiting for. This period can lead to an unexpected result, all the things could fall nicely into a place, like a puzzle, like a jigsaw. You could finally speak up. You could finally say what it is that is on your mind. You could finally tell the person what and how you feel about them, what and how much they mean to you! All that has not been said until now. It can take ages and ages but the decision has been made. It could lead a very long time to the very point when you have just said enough is enough and something big and something important must happen for sure! You cannot and you do not even want to go back to the ways you have used in the past. How long does one know what time do they still have left? How long is this going to take? How many days? How many weeks? How many months? How many years, if any, at all? How many time do you have for saying all the things you want to say and what doing all the things you want to do and for spending all the time with the people you love and appreciate that you want to spend the time around and with? Who actually knows the answer? We all have the same time, no one has more or less minutes than you, that is all well known. What you do with the time that has been given to you is totally and absolutely up to you! You can be of some help to others or you may try and help yourself. Again, up to yourself, only! When was the last time you felt the difference in your life that a day could make? Who was involved and why? Has it made you somehow different as a person? What have you learnt by this? What about your dreams and goals? How long would this take to achieve all of them? Could you tell the time frame for each one of your goals and dreams? One day you could feel all down and blue and right the next day, you could feel like fighting every battle you have ever encounter. The time to do and say things is now! This is the time you have to enjoy for 100%. And with the people that you adore, love, cherish, appreciate. Hopefully, all the things could be solved in 24 hours or less, for that matter. May all have this strength! Thank you for reading and be back soon!

Grooving (on a Sunday afternoon)

Grooving (on a Sunday afternoon)

Grooving. One of my very favourite words in the whole vocabulary in the world! Do you feel the same way? What would you say or use to express a good feeling with? What sort of groovy music are you interested in dancing to? What kind of groovy things would you like to do with the person you like very much? When you are chilling out, relaxing, chillaxing. When you are having the time of your life, when you are with your favourite person, when you are at your favourite place, when you are doing your favourite things. Any day of the week, through Monday till Sunday. What would your day consist of when all you have to do is grooving and grooving with your favourite person? To enjoy the sunshine, the warmth of the sun, the warmth of your favourite person's hands, the lightness of the day. The sweet fruits, and a vegetable salad, healthy drinks. When you are just doing nothing, enjoying the present moment, not thinking about the future, not be held back by the past. Then you can sense and feel the fresh air in your lungs and on your body. You lead a non demanding conversations, you enjoy each other immensely. Where would you head out? Or would you prefer stay in and try for babies? Would you be cooking together, would you be creating something exciting together, or would you go for a walk, would you go for a ride, would you go on a bike, what and where would you go? What would you eat? I cannot stress enough the importance of just simply chilling out, enjoy every moment, sense it and feel it with all of your body, with all of our vibes. And what about just staying in a bed, telling each other a story after story, eat and have a breakfast, a lunch and a dinner and all the snacks in between in a bed. Time is so precious, time goes so fast. All the moments, all the seconds put together bring our life to a complete circle, they make it whole. But the question lies in what are those moments and seconds consisting of? For the most part, are you happy, are you satisfied, are you sad, are you depressed, are you angry, are you upset? What are you feeling while you are enjoying these days? Are you missing something, are you missing somebody? Can you do something about this? Are you having time, are you having a time of your life? Is it still working or can something be done in order to make it just a little bit better, just a little bit cheerful? When can you go, when can you start and who can you ask for a help? When was the last time you really stop what you were doing and dropped everything and just enjoy the smell of the roses? If you love something, set it on fire in the most beautiful way! When you really, really want something, I am sure you will find a way to do so! Everybody should have a time to rest, to relax, to be by yourself, to have a space, to do things that make him or her whole and do things that he or she enjoys, things that he or she can contribute to society and help yourself while helping others, at the same time! May we find the time to get to know ourselves, may we sleep a good sleep today and the day after today and may we find the time for each other. Thank you for your time and thank you for reading! I shall be back soon!

To have a history with somebody...

To have a history with somebody...

How long does it really take to truly know someone for real? How long would be enough for you to say someone your very yes? Would you say that with some people only a short time will do, and then, with others, even a longer time may not suffice? How long does it take for you to say 'I love you' to one and only? Is there a special button this person has to push in order to make sure they really are the best party for you? When you have a history with somebody that is something you two can share together, nobody can ever take this away from you both! There are moments that only you two know about and you both can work with and work on! You can experience just so much, or just so little. You learn about everything and about anything about this person, you learn what they like and what they do not like, how they feel and how they experience any feelings and emotions. You learn about them how they cope with faults, and setbacks in life. You learn about what they like to eat and what they like to drink! You also learn what they do when they are sad, what music they love listening to! How can you fit all of this in a let us say 2 week period with somebody? Or maybe you think you could? How could you with over 5000+ chat conversations in this very period? Could you still discover some secrets about each other? Would you like to share this? Would you be able to accept this person for who he or she is and try not to change him or her? Would you be willing to help this person out no matter what? Are you able to be a great listener? Are you able to give a piece of your advice? Are you able to be totally open and open up to someone you trust and care about and be happy for the other to do the same? Relationships are not easy, yes, they require time, energy, patience. Yet, many seem to be struggling in this area. They may feel as if there was a problem and the only way is the way out at the first minute! Are this really a good example? What are the relationships here for then? Are we supposed to be learning lessons, to be able to forgive, to be able to love other person and to be able to learn to love ourselves? Are the problems and challenges in any relationship here to help us out? Would running away from them teach us something valuable that we would be willing to share and talk about with our children? I believe we can learn so much just by being in a relationship, to open up to someone, to trust another human being with all of our being, to be able to cry in front of the other person, to be able to share things that may not be nice to hear or talk about! Can you give up yourself to somebody who you can completely and totally trust, to make love with this person, to see all of our scars, to see all of your emotions when you are sad, or happy, or excited, or frightened! To touch this person and to let be touched in a most beautiful and a sensuous way! To let be kissed anywhere and all over your body! To share the things that you consider as secrets. When setbacks in life turned you into a different type of a person, when you are burnt out. When you touched the rock bottom and the way you lifted yourself up when all was over. This and that, all and everything and more. Yes, thank you. And thank you! 

Live with PASSION!!

Live with PASSION!!

The word passion is so passionate in itself in so many beautiful and passionate ways. We can be passionate in so many ways and for so many reasons and for so many things. A passionate person is a lovely person who is full of life, full of love, full of creative ideas, full of yourself. To feel a passion and to be passionate about something and about somebody is the greatest reason one can have and one can own! What are you passionate about? Who are you passionate about, and why? Are you passionate about music? Are you passionate about art? Are you passionate about writing? Are you passionate about poetry? Are you passionate about talking? Are you passionate about painting? Are you passionate about animals? Are you passionate about culture things? Are you passionate about environment? Are you passionate about green living and green eating? Are you passionate about science? Are you passionate about technology? Are you passionate about teaching anything to anyone? Are you passionate about babies? Do you know if you are passionate about something or someone, at all? What are you doing to make this happen, to bring your passion back to life, get it up and running again? How can one live without a passion? How can one live with a passion, with a passionate person while being passionate yourself? What would you say is the difference between the person who is passionate about something and the person who has not yet found anything to be passionate about? The look on their face, the way they speak, the approach they use with people around them, for example! Where would you like to be with your passion of your own choice? How long have you been looking for this thing of your passion that drives you insanely crazy and happy all at the same time? What would you be doing together? Would you love to have some space, and if so, where? When there is a passion there is a live, too! People will be looking at you with the smile and knowing you are the person who is on the right track! When the time seems to be stop for you when you are on a roll, when you know exactly what to do, when you enjoy what you are doing! When you are in a flow of things, the passion changes into a passion again! When you can contribute and collaborate with like minded people! When you just simply cannot wait because you want to create again and again. When you do not feel like sleeping because the passion is just stronger and stronger with each passing day! And yes, when the click between you and your passion is unshakable, unstoppable, unbreakable! When the reasons are bigger than any opinions of others! When you do not need any decisions because all of your decisions have already been made by you and not any needs to be made, anymore! It is something special not everyone possesses it and should always be fought for over and over again! When you think of your person and want so much to do some passionate things together, to create and collaborate and contribute in a passionate way! Stay passionate no matter what, feel passionate and be passionate. Thank you! 

Unshakable

Unshakable

Unshakable.

Feeling of being unshakable. How does it feel at all, actually?

Unshakable feelings towards a person, unshakable emotions towards a person, unshakable belief in something, in anything at all, unshakable knowledge of having said all, unshakable knowledge of having done all, unshakable knowledge of being out there completely and truly, having an unshakable personality who goes there and gets things done, unshakable love and adoration for the world and all alive that is there as well, and some more, too! Yes, sure, there are always times when the doubt of any kind just somehow creeps in! That it why we are all human, we make mistakes and we learn from them, too, as we go along! Is there anything about yourself that you would be proud to call unshakable? Or would you have anything that you would make sure stay and keep being unshakable? What that would be and why? When you have experienced so many setbacks in your life yet you still feel somewhere deep down inside of you to still keep going, to still stay strong, to still not give up on this person or this very thing! When all the odds seem to be against you, but you go ahead and do the very thing that you feel is the best one, this is the right thing to do right now in this very moment! When you really and truly and absolutely and totally believe in yourself with all the might and nobody and nothing can shake this off of you! What an amazing feeling! When your heart is so soft even though it has gone through some rough patches, yet, you have still manage to keep it soft, and remaining strong when and where the strength is needed and required! No matter what happens to you, no matter who you have talked to or spoken to, the little voice, the little child of yours must stay unshakable under all the circumstances. Every night before you go to bed, you know for yourself that your soul can speak soundly tonight and every night after that. The love that you have proved to the person that means a lot to you, has been delivered, in a way that is available for the time being. Why this very person? Why this very mean? That is the question that only you know the answer to! And even though you may sometimes feel that there are so many questions for you to answer and you may feel totally and absolutely and completely lost, please, do know, that this has only been a journey, a learning curve, a loop, a work in progress. You can never get this all completely perfect and you should not even be striving for perfection as this is not possible to achieve and it is out of the question as this is not really the point! But yes, making mistakes, change of feelings and emotions, this is what the life is really and truly about! And when is the time for you to give up all this and just cowardly walk away from all this jungle! I could not stress that enough, that time is never! It should never be coming and you should never see this coming. You may notice it, even feel it or sensing it to come close by, but, by all means, never listen to it. You are still in a playing field so, go ahead and enjoy the ride. The person who is there for you is always a hard one to find, so keep it and never let go!