Grooving
(poetry)
But
what if you want both?
What
if you have been trying so hard?
What
if you are genuine?
What
if you really mean what you say?
What
if you really, really care?
What
if you have good intentions?
What
if what you have and what you want to bring to the table is precious,
rare, real and honest?
I
still want more, I am aware you are not my saviour but I do still
want more. How can I tell you? How can I prove it to you? How can I
show you, how can we have a cake and eat it all, too? Please, tell me
the way I should go and embark on.
When
the feeling inside of you is still so strong, when you just know what
you can get yourself into, only by carrying on what you have been
doing.
When
every bone in your body wants to speak up, wants to be heard, wants
to fight with all its might.
When
your eyes just could cry no more.
When
you cannot look at the picture of sad, miserable people without not
saying a word or two.
So,
then, what do you do?
When
this person has been your inspiration in every way you can imagine.
When
you literally touch him in your dreams and you feel shivers and nice
feelings all over your body, all over your mind, all over your soul.
When
you have reached the point of being sick and tired of waiting and you
want to make your dreams come true, just as simply as this sentence
is.
When
the article after article is about this very topic.
When
you cannot think clearly, just breathe in and breathe out.
For
this person only, you can imagine your future with. You imagine
collaborating with him, to be close to him, to laugh out so loud, to
be happy, to listen to music together, to fall asleep together, to
eat, to shout out loud with the cry, anything and everything. I have
been dreaming of this for so long, I feel this, I feel you, I feel
everything, I feel the connection, I feel the vibes. The day when we
were together, on your bed, you rolled over towards me to reach out
for me and to hug me. I was in heaven. The true reality of my dream
came true. I want you to come over to mine, to visit me wherever I
am. I want to show you around, to drive you around till we get tired
and all that is going to be left would be just to embrace each other,
to whisper sweet things into each other's ear, to surrounder. To
listen to the music in the car, to eat and laugh and smile at one
another.
How
I wish, please, you would make this happen. PLEASE, MAKE THIS HAPPEN.
Please!!
