uncanny.

uncanny.

Uncanny feeling when we first got in touch.

Uncanny feeling when we first met.

Uncanny feeling when we first shared a song and then the two!

Uncanny feeling when we first kissed.

Uncanny feeling when you said 'uncanny' for the first time.

Uncanny feeling when we first made love.

Uncanny feeling I feel anytime I think of you!

Uncanny feeling when I first stayed at yours.

Uncanny feeling we have felt when we have talked, chatted and spoken.

Uncanny feeling we feel when we have snuggled the first time!

Uncanny.

This very word! Unreal! Unbelievable! Unimaginable! Even unthinkable! You name it!..

Uncanny experiences. Uncanny lessons, uncanny people, uncanny memories. Uncanny feelings. Uncanny emotions. Uncanny passions. Uncanny anything you want to make and be uncanny. Make it so! Make it happen! Make it real! Make it uncanny in the most uncanny way there is!!

We have the power to make and do our whole, entire life uncanny, a step by step, a bit by bit, a touch by touch, a kiss by kiss, a hug by hug, a story by story.

And this is our story. The one that is still in its making, still a work in progress, I may know his two faces, from the moments and experiences we share together. I can still come to this moment, in your van, in your company, in your presence, in your smile, in your touch, in your kiss, in your bed, in your place. And you know this, you must know this, you must feel it, and you must feel me!!

May we embrace it again, because I have seen you in person, and I have felt you in person. This passion between us, this romantic romance between us, this has to be done, this has to be talked over, again and again. May there be an opportunity again, for us! Please, please, pretty please!! I believe in this!!

Thank you very much for reading, and your time!!

Silence is golden....

Silence is golden....

For all the right reasons.

When the thoughts are rushing through your mind and you just feel like slowing down, taking a deep breath and pace yourself again, enjoy the moment and notice the little things along the way!

Through and through, you are the only person who knows yourself completely.

When do you feel is the right time to stop and think and smell the roses, and to appreciate the surroundings around you?

When would be the right time to give the other person the time and space enough to find themselves again in the process?

How often and for how long would that be for you? Why would you need to distance yourself from the people around you, from the world?

We learn more by just mere listening, when we talk we are physically engaged in the conversation. We are active. Verbally, mentally, everything. Thus, when we listen to something, anything, anybody, somebody, we are being passive and so our mind can fully absorb that which has been talked about.

What can we do when we desperately want to talk to that special person of ours? When we miss talking to them so much? When we feel like chatting to them day in and day out, all day, every day? When we desire to be speaking to them in the morning, in the afternoon, in the evening, at night?

Can we dare to interrupt their silence? Would that be too much, too daring?

There is no day that passes by when I do not think of him. Obviously, for the right reasons. And apparently, feeling so intense and feeling so emotional.

What you do is what you get. What you think about is going to reside in your head, on your mind. How much do you share? How much do you care? What do you do with what you have got? What are your dreams, what are you dreaming about??

Still (and for ever) in my body, in my heart, on my mind, in my soul, in my head.

Thank you for reading!!!

Beautiful Senses...

Beautiful Senses...

You have 5 senses – sight, smell, sound, taste and touch. Each one of them is really important in your everyday life. You use at least one of your five senses every moment of every day and they are on duty even when you are asleep! Your senses work together to let your brain know what is going on around you. They help to keep you safe by warning you of any danger.

Let's just speak a little bit about a beautiful sense, such as a touch!

To touch the person we love! To feel their soft skin, to kiss them with your lips, to taste them with your tongue.

And then, to smell the lovely smell of your beloved skin. To stop and smell the roses whenever and wherever you get a chance! The smell of flowers, the trees, the lovely smelling food, the fresh fruit juice, the strawberries just all picked from the forest, the cake you have just taken out from the oven, the smell of the nature, the stream, the fresh air, the sunshine on your body, the air right after a heavy rain, to take a walk in winter, with the snow on the ground and the sun in the sky!

To see the beauty around us, surrounding us everywhere we go! To notice the little things that may get lost in seeing them in the process otherwise.

To read a book that we have gotten so engaged into that it is hard for us to put it down!

To hear a voice of the loving person. To speak our mind whenever and wherever we feel it is appropriate and suitable, even vital!

To listen to music we adore, and we cannot stop listening to!

To taste the most delicious food in the world there is! Imagine that! The most tasty foods and drinks, the little special treats all in between all the yummy stuff!

As beautiful as all the senses – the touch, the smell, the taste, the sound, the sight!!

How amazing it that!!?

As long as there is a breath in your body, it is never too late to change your story.

Thank you very much for reading!!

the sound of a heart beating.

the sound of a heart beating.

Let's make it crystal clear.. sound is a beautiful sense.

To me, the sound of any heart beating is soothing, is comforting, is calming, is cooling, is relaxing, is simply beautiful.

It tells me and it sounds to me as if a new life has just begun. A new chapter has just opened up, and a new story has just started.

A baby has been crying, has been smiling, has been demanding some milk and food. Has been asking for your attention, has been sleeping and yet his/her heart is still beating vigorously.

The heart is pounding when the idea has just placed itself on your mind.

The heart is pounding when you have just shared your secret with somebody else.

The heart is pounding when you have just said the right words, at the right time, to the right person, in the right place.

The heart is pounding when you have just reached your goal of the year!

The heart is pounding when you have just been asked on a date.

The heart is pounding when you are just sitting the exam.

The heart is pounding when you need and want to be vulnerable in order to open up and learn about yourself!

The heart is pounding when you have just touched the person you love!

The heart is pounding when you have just crossed one of your milestones.

The heart is pounding when the song you adore has just come up on the radio.

The heart is pounding when you are just waiting to hear the results, of any kind.

The heart is pounding when when you are just about the score the goal!

The heart is pounding when you know you need to say something but unsure of what that could be!

The heart is pounding when you hear the piece of news, of any kind, of course, that matters to you, the most!

The heart is pounding when the time is approaching and you have to get up and go, move the mountains, change the situation by changing yourself, accept, respect, love!!

I am sure, we can, each of us can come up with more and more ideas and inspirations on this very topic.

May we all have many breathing moments and occasions!

Thank you very much for reading!

The Age of Reason.

The Age of Reason.

The time we begin to question everything, or even more, or even earlier. The time we are beginning to search for and look for all the reasons that could possibly answer all of our questions. Every. Single. Day.

Has there ever been a day without a question? Without an answer you would wait for so long? Without an answer that you have been longing for to hear and know about?

What would be the questions running through your mind right now, at this very moment? Would those be your dreams that you wish to come true, would those be your memories that you keep deep down in your heart and soul?

Or would that be more specific? More personal? More secretly unknown to others, yet, quite clear for you? Would that be something, anything, that you feel ashamed of? Something you would not like others to know about? Some habits that you have been working on improving? If not, what that would be then?

Someone who you would like to have sat down and ask them all the possible and even impossible questions that connect you with them, in some way or the other? Or someone, who would quite possibly has all the answers and be just so keen on answering all and everything that keeps waking you up in the middle of the night?

Who would be the first person who pops up right now on your mind or what would be the thing that pops up right now on your mind, and why do you think it is so?

Can they say something, anything, to you? What would you like them to say? What would your like to hear from them? What would you say to them in return?

Would you like to change the timing? The time, in general? Certain situations? Would you like to turn back time? What would you like to do instead, and why? Would you love to change something so massive, so huge, so significant in your eyes?!

Questions are a great way of opening our eyes, of finding more about ourselves and about people around us, surrounding us. Hope we can succeed in it!!

Thank you very much for reading and your time!

the journey to myself/yourself.

the journey to myself/yourself.

One has one real friend – herself/himself.

I have one real friend – myself!

And that seems to be the way it is.

What and who would we become if we did not trust ourselves. If we did not want to give ourselves a chance, a piece of advice, a bucket full of love and adoration, a helping hand, a listening ear, a piece of wanted and needed information, a guiding star, a feeling that we have been searching for, the emotions we have been longing for and wishing for!

There is this circle, this very circle, the way we actually come about and around and returning right back, at the start, yet, from the other end of this very circle. The journey to ourselves. The feeling as if we are coming home. Returning and coming back to the very place we belong to, in the first place, the place where we feel at ease the very most and for the longest period ever!

The place, the location, the home where we can be absolutely ourselves and authentic, actually, the best authentic version of ourselves that could there ever be!

What would be this place for you? What would be this place for him? What would be this place for me? How would you know that you have found it? Would that be a person that you feel very good around, that makes you feel yourselves, no matter what you do and/or say?

Can we inject more fairness into our life, and the life of other people around us? If so, how? What if we feel the pain of others so strongly as if it was our very own? An empath in play.

How can we improve the current situation? How can we improve and work on the habits we are trying to avoid doing? How can we become a better person? In order to help others in need?

When it rains, it tends to pour. Here's hoping that a break in the clouds is coming soon.

Thank you for your time reading it!!

Discovery...

Discovery...

What has been the most recent discovery you have just made? What was that exactly?

Anger => idea => action.

Anger is an energy.

Throughout our life we make discoveries. Some may be of a good nature, and the rest not so! Each of the, of course, are equally important and significant.

We can use them and learn from them. We can teach about them to others. We get a perspective. We get experiences. We gain lessons. We give our own teachings.

We may discover new horizons. We may witness new beginnings and new endings.

What we make out of this is totally and absolutely up to us. To the very last drop.

The decisions that we have to make. The people we are going to meet. The distances we are going to take. The languages we are going to use. The promises we are going to keep. The presents we are going to receive and to give. The journeys we are going to embark on. The dreams we are going to have and the ambitions we are going to pursue. The loves we are going to keep. The memories we are going to revisit again and then all over again!

May we discover that we are all longing for. I wish for each of us to have all of our dreams came true. May we encounter experiences that enrich us and improve us in the best ways possible there! The people we meet and talk to on a daily basis are of good nature and stay true to themselves and to us.

Your idea matters. Your life matters. Your emotions matter. Your feelings matter. And there are a lot of other things that simply matter for what they are and for who you are! Let us discover what has not been discovered yet! Let us explore that we wish to view right there in this place, and in this time! Let us just go after it and do it. As simple as that!

Thank you for reading and your time!

PROXIMITY

PROXIMITY

Proximity may not be everything, it may not be the major part of all this and in all this chaos, but, surely, it does a play a role, like it or not.

What could possibly happen when the 2 people are close to each other, in a distance, the nearer locations, etc.

When they can visit one another in whimp of minutes. The regular visits, the regular dinners, the regular meetings, etc.

What could make it possibly feel as if not that far apart from each other? What or who can bring them closer together? What should and what could happen in order to break the distance, to break the barrier and just enjoy ona another's company?

Is that a bigger meaning behind that colliding the two of universes of two persons? Is there a journey already in line for both of them to go on and pursue and walk along?

How long may it take for them to recognize the reasons for this happening? Can they find out themselves? And if so, how to go about this?

As soon as we feel there is some destiny in play, we should act, we should take an action, we should speak up and about and absolutely and totally do something about this. Because if not us, who? If now now, when, then?

Of course, some may suggest there is always a reason for all this, for everything, and for every single thing happening..

To be already tired of still guessing, of still waiting, or still hoping, of still praying, of still imagining it, and more. Just sick and tired for all those pieces coming slowly together? Is there a way of speeding them up? How? What? When, and why?

The way we do and go about our decisions making. Do we need a help with this? Do we need to ask somebody? If so, who and for about?

Can somebody, can you, can something show me the way? Please.

What else can make the process more bearing? More enjoyable, just a little bit more of full of life. So we do not feel it and see it as a burden, as something that needs to be done, and dust it off of the table, be hidden under the carpet, so it does not feel as work and a necessary thing, something that we just must (must!) do in order to move on, to survive, and to live on!?

Proximity may help us, or maybe even more. People create relationships for whatever reasons, for many reasons, for everything they have been hoping for and dreaming about. You name it, and someone will rise their hand. Try and see it for yourself. May the proximity be a helping too for whoever they want to and need it to be this way!..

Thank you very much for reading and your time!!

coincidences/serendipity.

coincidences/serendipity.

Moments that cannot really be explained.

Some people who you cannot quite possibly take off of your mind, for just one reason, or way too many, so to speak!

Occasions that just simply make their way into your heart.

Pieces of information that simply put together make a perfect sense.

All the questions you have sitting on your mind get the chance to be answered.

Can you think of a coincidence or two that completely turned your life upside down? What was it? Where did it happen? With who? How did it occur?

We are all surrounded by serendipity, here and there, yesterday, now, and tomorrow. What are we going to do about this? How are we going to use it?

When the opportunity that we have been so waiting for suddenly comes up, we should go and grab it, do the best with it as we can. Use it to our advantage or the advantage of others. Sometimes, we may not be that lucky, and the opportunity may forever shut down on us. The key to this all is to me to recognize the right opportunity, the right moment, the right person we can talk to, the right place, the right timing, the right tools, the right group of people. The right song to send on, the right words to use, the right time to remain silent about us, about the topic, about the current situation happening right now at this very moment. Pitch in, or pitch out. Up to yourself to decide.

Who would you like to collaborate with? Who are you willing to share your most utter secrets? Who are you going to spend the rest of your life with, and why? How do you decide? How are you going about solving and answering these important questions?

Recognizing the moments that shape our life, all the jigsaw puzzle pieces that just fits perfectly together in order to make the perfect picture, just the way it should be! And then going after them, one after the other, without stopping, without taking a short cut, but just enjoy the journey along the way till reaching the final destination. And then again, more and then even more!

I wish we can see the reason beyond this all. We can go after that with a firm handshake and a poker face, if need to be! May we recognize all single serendipity and coincidence, may we understand them, may we play with them, may we enjoy them, may we appreciate for what they are, etc. etc.!

Thank you for reading and your time!!

Speak softly, speak gently, speak for yourself!!

Speak softly, speak gently, speak for yourself!!

Because quite possibly no one else ever will!

Your identity. Your future. Your past. Your present moment. Your connections. Your colour. Your language. Your family. Your position. Your interests. Your friends. Your hobbies. Your opinions. Your home. Your pet. Your food. Your drinking habits. Your burdens. Your troubles and problems. Your issues. Your mistakes. Your experiences. Your location. Your words. Your actions. Your bringing up. Your siblings, brothers and sisters. Your history. Your all relationships. Your works of art. Your smiles. Your laughs. Your calls for fairness. Your generation. Your children. Your travels. Your journeys. Your trips through life. Your loves. Your movies. Your music. Your photographs. Your books and reading. Your introverted nature. Your extroverted soul. Your creativity and all that it connects with. Your heart that still beats and still loves so much and care, over again! Your fixes. Your cars. Your disconnections. Your skills and abilities. Your stories and dreams and fairy tales. Your talks and your sleeps. Your nights and your days. Your energy. Your illnesses. Your reasons, purposes and passions, if not mentioned already. Your dignity. Your dramas. Your sleepless nights. Your character and all that is shapes it. Your lessons learnt the hard way! Your lovers that has been firmly rooted in you, all over your body, in your soul and deeply in your heart, always. Your smell. Your text messages, emails, chats, face to face interactions, all private communications, and even more! Your late nights. Your good deeds for others. Your breaks. Your physical activity. Your mental memory. Your prizes.

Holding no grudges. Holding no sadness inside of you. Helping yourself by helping others. Giving and receiving. Your uniqueness shines everywhere you go and on everything you touch. Your optimistic side and your pessimistic side. thread softly on your dreams and ambitions. Because they are very precious.

When the life and all this gets in a way when the communications get stuck in one place. No way to move to the right, no way to move to the left. When the path to being open again seems to be close. No struggles may ever get in a way, ever again! Thinking about a long life, about the bird that simply flies by and does not care about the fences. About the supporting friends and about ever loving family and its members. How does that feel now, for you? What does that say about you? Being moved by something that is so profound. Being appreciated, being adored, being loved, being heard and understood.

Thank you for reading!!

where would you have me go? What would you have me do? What would you have me say? And to whom?

where would you have me go? What would you have me do? What would you have me say? And to whom?

Precisely.

That is what I need. That is what I am asking for!

Questions. Looking for solutions. Looking to fix things and troubles and problems. Searching for answers. Searching for fixing this and/or that!

How vulnerable are we really? How lonely we could really feel? Perhaps even hopeless? Lost? Without passion and without a purpose? Without a trusted person nearby? Without imagination? Without a basic stuff to survive on? Can you relate on some at some point of time in your precious one life?

When all you have running through your head and mind are questions. Questions about anything and everything. Questions needing reliable answers. A person who would be capable of answering them and put a piece of peace into your heart. Who could that be, if there is such a person, at all?

Tell your story. Share it. Never be afraid of and ashamed of yourself, your feelings, your emotions, your piece of mind, your struggles and troubles. Share about what is bothering your, what is going on on your mind, what the problems are, actually!?

I want to know. I want to answer. I want answers to my questions. I want to help.

How much can we bare? How much weight can we possibly still carry in order to not break up at all? What if we can go no longer, no further? What if we break down in the middle of this all? Due to to much weights, too many things to deal with and carry along on our journeys? What has gone wrong? What has been said incorrectly?

Can you still hold on tight? Never be the second one in a row, on a second side, for whatever reason! You are so more worth it, so more worth than that! I could never stress that enough! All stories are important, all stories matter!! Put yourself and your health and your loved ones first. Who was there when you were at your very lowest? Who has always been there, ready to help out, ready to listen up to you, ready to provide a helping hand and give a listening ear!? Remember those people! And let them know, thank them, appreciate them and show them that you mean it! That your actions speak truly and openly for your words!!!

Thank you for you and for your time and reading it!!

Smitten.

Smitten.

You will always be a part of me, a part of my heart, a part of my soul.

You have set up a camp in my head.

It is like that loop I have been on for so long now!

It is like that song I have been playing on and on..

Step in to my love.

Being in love and staying in there, forever and ever!

The first emotions, the first feelings, the first experiences, the first insights. The first everything, the first touches, the first hugs, the first kisses. The first love making, the first song, the first book, the first dinner, the first photograph.

Smitten by you.

Smitten by your voice.

Smitten by your touch.

Smitten by your smile.

Smitten by your interest (in me).

Smitten by your ideas.

Smitten by your personality.

Smitten by your experiences.

Smitten by your love and affection.

Smitten by your kiss on lips and cheeks.

Smitten by your hobbies.

Smitten by your skills and abilities.

Smitten by being you.

Smitten by your hugs and kisses.

I could as well carry on for ages to go and repeat myself over and over!

I can ask questions knowing the answer already. The deal has been said and done. The rumours have no powers over it at all!

Beautiful to be in it, feeling it and experience it to the full, to the brim. We all deserve it to go through it, to flow through it, to swim in it, to engage in and with it!! Actions always speak louder than words. What would yours say? What would yours do?

Thank you for your time and reading it. Thank you!

When we are alive, there is still a hope...

When we are alive, there is still a hope...

Day in and day out. Day after day, we have been fighting, we have been creating something beyond ourselves and we have been realizing and making our dreams come true. Yet, the obstacle here and there along the way are there. And always will be. How much can we still stand? How long can we still remain strong and vital, full of energy and lively?

How do you find a reason to go on every single day upon waking up in the morning? How do you carry on living? When you feel lost, when there seems to be so many reasons for giving up? When your heart still burns for that special someone strongly and firmly rooted in your heart and soul?

How do you know you can trust someone for the rest of your life, when you have not such proud memories? When you need to talk and open up and all the people you pine for are way too busy to give you their time and provide you with their valuable attention?

You are still in a playing field, right?

You are still breathing, right?

You still have feelings, right?

You still have emotions, right?

You still feel pain and sadness and happiness, right?

You still need to eat and drink, right?

You still have dreams and ambitions and goal to achieve and reach, right?

You still have and feel the passion, right?

Just one reason, to find just one purpose for each and every day in order to move out of this pit. To start anew, with the person you cherish and adore and appreciate and have a deep and huge respect for! To rely on yourself and learn to trust others.

A new beginning, a new relationship, a new place, a new plan, a new location, a new year, a new journey, a new friendship, a new chapter, a new lesson, a new reason and a purpose, a new post, a new song, a new poem, a new start, all in all.

To be open to all new possible possibilities, to accommodate your needs in the best ways, for the right reasons, for yourself and for the right people. Go and look after yourself and every little thing that needs a hug, a push, a kiss, a nudge, a nod, a pat on the shoulder!!

Thank you for reading and the time!!