Privileges

 What a privilege it is to clean the house made dirty by healthy children playing.

What a privilege it is to wash dishes because we were able to eat 3 meals a day. 

What a privilege it is to do piles of laundry because we all have clean Clothes to wear every day. 

A Message to My Children

 A message to my children

If you should ever need me, all you need to do is call me. It won't matter if I'm sleeping, if we have had a falling out or if I am going through my own issues, because there is nothing more important to me than my children!

No matter what the circumstances, I will always be there for you to help, support, and comfort you during your time of need. So please remember that I will always be there and I will always love you!

Heart Prints

 

Heart Prints

“When pregnant, the cells of the baby migrate into the mother's bloodstream and then circle back into the baby, it’s called “fetal-maternal microchimerism.⁠

For 41 weeks, the cells circulate and merge backwards and forwards, and after the baby is born, many of these cells stay in the mother’s body, leaving a permanent imprint in the mothers tissues, bones, brain, and skin, and often stay there for decades. Every single child a mother has afterwards will leave a similar imprint on her body, too.

Even if a pregnancy doesn't go to full term or if you have an abortion, these cells still migrate into your bloodstream.

Research has shown that if a mother's heart is injured, fetal cells will rush to the site of the injury and change into different types of cells that specialize in mending the heart.

The baby helps repair the mother, while the mother builds the baby.

How cool is that?

This is often why certain illnesses vanish while pregnant.

It’s incredible how mothers bodies protect the baby at all costs, and the baby protects & rebuilds the mother back - so that the baby can develop safely and survive.

Think about crazy cravings for a moment. What was the mother deficient in that the baby made them crave?

Studies have also shown cells from a fetus in a mother's brain 18 years after she gave birth. How amazing is that?”

If you’re a mom you know how you can intuitively feel your child even when they are not there…. Well, now there is scientific proof that moms carry them for years and years even after they have given birth to them.

I find this to be so very beautiful.

Sweet 2020 Baby

Sweet 2020 Baby,

I just want to say thank you.

Because in many ways, this year has been a mess.

A bit of a disaster, really.

But you.

You’ve been the light in the darkness.

The calm in the chaos.

The joy in the midst of a whole lot of hardship and pain and frustration.

So I know people will talk about 2020.

They’ll talk about the stress and the fear and the sadness.

They’ll recount every bit of the hard stuff that’s brought tears to my eyes more times than I can count.

But I’m just so glad that, when I think back on this year, I also get to think about you.

Because you’re such a gift.

The sweetest blessing.

And even though things looked a little (okay—a lot) different than I’d planned, and it certainly wasn’t always easy or comfortable, your timing couldn’t have been more perfect.

So thank you, little one.

Thank you for allowing me to be grateful for 2020.

Because it gave me you.

My Mate from Heaven.

My Mate from Heaven.

Is happy, smiling, laughing, GSOH.

Is fun, playful, humorous.

Is active.

Is passionate, sexy, handsome, attractive, good looking, hot, beautiful eyes.

There is a great sense of chemistry between us.

Is attractive but he's not ego-driven by how he looks.

Is successful, passion/mission driven, life goals, career oriented.

Loves his family, friends, loves children.

Is generous, open-hearted, sensitive, supportive.

Is curious, spontaneous, adventurous, courageous, open-minded, creative.

Is strong, and has a self-esteem.

Has an integrity of his own, honorable, self-reliant, honest.

Is smart, intelligent, money-wise, healthy eating habits-wise.

Keeps up with me.

Is compatible.

Gives people the benefit of a doubt.

Likes reading.

Is loving, kind, caring, compassionate, loyal, affectionate, monogamous.

Has a spirit.

Is encouraging.

Is empowering.

Is mine.

Thank you for reading and your time, as always!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You + me.

You + me.

A message along the lines that 'this waiting is insane, it is slowly killing me and I am beginning to get tired of this (and you must be too). That I am a healthy, 36 years old woman who wants and needs to fall asleep and wake up next to you every day and feel safe at night. I really DO need lots of touches and cuddles, snuggles, hugs and kisses, lots of love and caring. I want you to make love to me, now and often, your hands all over me and fall pregnant together. You wake up in the morning, full of adrenaline and testosterone, ready to solve all world's problems, but I function differently. I need a plenty of tender, loving care. I don't want to waste any of my eggs any more by waiting, etc., just as much as you want to provide for 'our' family, that much I want my eggs to get to work or as much as you want to make our house safe, that much I want to make our house a home and warm haven to come back to' and something like that...

Growing each and every day by learning.

Growing each and every day by learning.

If we are open enough, we can learn.

If we are willing enough, we can grow daily.

If we are open-minded enough, we can see beyond the whole picture.

If we are open enough, we can admit to not knowing everything.

If we are open enough, we can admit to still learning.

If we are smart enough, we can admit to still have more and more questions.

If we are intelligent enough, we can learn from our mistakes.

If we are smart enough, we can learn from the mistakes of others.

If we are intelligent enough, we can avoid making the same mistakes over and over again.

If we are smart enough, we can talk less and listen more.

If we are smart enough, we can learn every day by understanding the world around us.

If we are intelligent enough, we can observe the people around us and try to understand their ways of thinking.

If we are smart enough, we can always find ways how to improve ourselves even more.

If we are smart enough, we can invent more ways how to become a better person.

If we are smart enough, we can invent more ways how to be a better version of ourselves.

If we are smart and intelligent enough, we can realize that there are still ways that we can use to grow just a bit more, each and every day of our precious life!

Thank you for reading and your time, as always!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!